Alhamdulillah, im back!~ heh. Weather is not that good these days but surprisingly, wen i was in KL, it didn't realy rain. Otherwise, we would have to shop with umbrellas. sungguh tidak glam.hurhur. Before i tell you more about KL, i have a bad news.....trip to Gunung Ledang canceled. or at least postponed to Jan. Rain, rain go away...come again another dayy...)=

The difference between this KL trip and the previous ones is that it was with frens instead of family. If i remember correctly, this was the 1st trip without any chaperon. heh. kakak dah besar tau=P Lyk Nidzam commented, "I was surprised u joined...u noe..u frm madrasah n all.."
excuuse me, kite pandai jage diri la okayy=D

We stayed at KL Plaza, Bukit Bintang. Very near to Berjaya Time Sq- the shoppin mall with indoor amusement park. It was ok...big enuf to house 9 of us. A living room, 3 bedrooms, 1 kitchen n 2 bathrooms. We went to Petaling St,Jln Msj India, and Mid-Valley (huge shoppin mall tahap menyusahkan org.LoLz) Hmm..I tink i didn't spend that much since i still carried the same no of bags home. Unlike most of the gfs - bag beranak la sei=P We got the chance to watch cicakman (midnite show) even tho sebenarnye semue dah penat sgt sgt. haha.

It was fun...even tho it was just 3 days. Mcm2 kerenah..huhuhu. We gerls had the most fun la o'cos=P our rooms were connected by the bathroom. So before sleep, we crammed into a room n talkk.heee. Fizah's fave line "Stooop it la seyy..." hurhur. I would like to give some credits to the bfs. You guys were such great bodyguards. Tak sia-sia ajak korang. LoLz. Extra tank yous to Najib n Nidzam for getting me Actal at 2 in the morning. "Nisa punye pasal..." huhur. But then im realy sorry telah menyusahkan, stomachache was too much to bear.

Okay ladies n gentleman, next stop - Bangkok. weehhoohoo~

I'll be leaving for Kuala Lumpur tmr morning with NIE frens.
It's just for 3 days=D
Semoga selamat pergi, selamat pulang. *ameeen*
Doakan utk diri sendiri laa. hihihi.

***

Eragon: Be careful.
Saphira: You, be careful.

He remembered my name! At last, after years (2 actually,hee) of seeing him growing up, and hearing him calling others by their names.........

Finally he came to me and said, "Nis-A".

*my heart's melting*

I loveee youu.








he mends a broken heart.aww..(=

Recovered. Alhamdulillah.

Idah came over today and we did our research together. We are covering 'Al-Jinn' as our topic for this sunday's lesson. I wouldn't say we'd go too deep but it's quite a discovery. Firstly, it cleared my misconception about Jinn and Shayateen. They both actually fall in the same err category.

"I did not create the Jinn and mankind except to worship Me" [Surah Ad-Dhariyat, 51:56]

Jinn and mankind.

As we all know there are 2 types of Jinn ryt? One a believer n the other a non-believer. Due to their fiery nature, most of them are non-muslims. Of those they are also called Syaitan. Like mentioned earlier, there are also muslim Jinn. The first of them embraced Islam in the time of Rasulullah upon hearing the recitation of the Quran. There are other several interesting things about them. Do u know that in Morocco you could see ablazing shooting stars? It is related to Jinn. These Jinn always try to steal as much secrets of the Heaven. They would go to the lowest Heaven and listen to the conversation of the Angels.

"And We have guarded it (the heavens) from every accursed devil, except one who is able to snatch a hearing and he is pursued by a brightly burning flame" [Surah Al-Hijr, 15:18]

Making a wish upon shooting stars? Don't bother;)

You may visit this site to read more. I can't wait to share with my students. heh. If my findings are not accurate do correct me! For I am still learning=))

After maghrib, Aminah called and asked us to join her catch a movie. huhur. I wasn't so enthusiatic about catching a movie at first. But kesian plak...she was alone n bored. So off we went to watch Eragon. And it was not a disappoinment at all! People, if you love Harry Potter, LOTR, even Narnia, go watch it. Worth every penny=)

It has some magic elements in it. Claimed to be from the dragon. I was relating to 'Jinn' throughout the movie. heh. A quote frm Eragon:

1 part brave, 3 parts fool.

Eragon soundtrack, Keep Holding On, is simply motivating=D

With you by my side

I will fight and defend

Keep holding on

Cause you know we'll make it through.

****

A very good fren of mine said, be with someone u need, not neccessarily u want.

Had dinner with my madrasah wak tanjong galfrens. Miss those times...it's been quite a while. Like Rasyidah suggested, we shud make it at least once a mth to meet up. I'll be seeing them again tis sunday for 2 walimahs. Looking forward to that.

Tmr, im gonna get some stuff for KL and gunung ledang trip. So many thgs to find...but i don't realy noe wat exactly i need.

Khalidah just started her class 2b lessons. Im jeles. heh. I wantt. But i can't. oh well.
She told me about her funny encounters with the bike. cute...

okay i shud stop now. I sounded err...not me?

I just had a well deserve 'lecture'...heh k tkla..its 'advice' from the big sista kak zawiyaah:)
Oh Allah, hear my cries.

For the 'Just Married' especially

Pernikahan menyingkap tabir rahsia
Suami isteri inginkan keluarga yang bahagia
Dan mengharapkan sebuah bahtera indah
Untuk bersama belayar ke muara

Pernikahan, menginsafkan kita
Perlunya iman dan takwa, meniti sabar dan redha
Bila masa senang syukuri nikmat Tuhan
Susah mendatang tempuhi dengan tabah

Isteri janji telah dipateri
Diijab kabulkan dan dirahmati
Detik pertemuan dan pernikahanYang dihujani air mata kasih
Demi syurga Ilahi

Suami jangan menagih setia
Umpama Hajar dan setianya Zulaikha
Terimalah seadanya yang terindah
Di lubuk hatimu Isteri adalah amanah buatmu

Pernikahan mengajar tanggungjawab bersama suami dan isteri

Isteri hamparan dunia
Suami langit penaungnyaIsteri ladang tanaman
Suamilah pemagarnyaIsteri bagai kejora
Suami menjadi purnama
Tika isteri beri hempedu
Suami tabah menelannya

Tika suami terteguk racun
Isteri carilah penawarnya
Sungguh isteri rusuk yang rapuh
Berhati-hatilah meluruskannya

*In-Team.

****
Im 'matchmaking' a fren. The very same fren.
Life is complicated. or maybe i chose complications.

Lovely pix? Im surrounded by lovely people, including you, ya Siti Khadijah;)

I just got home from a date. It was lovely, sweet....We went to tamp, had lunch and window-shop abit. I ended up buyin a black purse, dress, white tudung and a few other thgs. Did I say window-shop? heee. Kla not realy=P After that we made our way to bugis. Err... shop again.hehhe. Im very bad at saving la okay. Howeverr, kak Zaw is unbeatable. She shop lyk tomorrow never dies. LoLz. Now, who was my date? kak Zawiyah obviously. hurhurhur. It has been erm 1 week? 7 days without a dosage of kak Zaw...can't liveee, if it's living without youuuu. hahha..bini org woeeii=P Once in a blue moon je Fiz. Realy. Promise=D

kak Zaw commented that my past entries were sweeet. N said she didnt noe I can b 'jiwang' at times. hohoho!~ tak salah perr. In fact, the one who doesn't noe how to express has bigger problem. Agree? yessss. Anw jiwang pon bukan pasal org lain...kak zaw jugak;) Wait til I get mushy over a guy. hurr. wait long,longggXD

Yesterday, went to Ikea n Vivocity with my mum, aunt, n sis. I was driving, and so close gettin hit by a car behind. All b'cos I dunno my route. uhfft. *u gotta learn ur route gal*
Do u noe tat i lurve korean series? yes,yes. 'kerey' 'anya sei yo' 'sarang hei yo' =D Im watching My Girl again. This time selective uh. The characters lar....the lead actor/actress make it so addictive. The lead actor remind me of someone uh. Not that I want to be reminded.

Im sorry u guys have read crappy entry. hahha. Im feelin abit crappy. I blabber alot wen i'm @ this mode. Neymind. Im gg to jb tmr, stayin for few days. So akhawats, u may take a break from me=P Do miss me okayy. *Lyk who's gonna do dat?* huhuhurr.

Assalamualaikum.....

Menitis airmataku keharuan
Kepada sebuah pertemuan
Kehadiranmu mendamaikan
Hati yang dahulu keresahan
Tiada yang menjadi impian Selain rahmat kasih-Mu Tuhan Yang terbias pada ketulusan Sekeping hati seorang insanBernama teman

Time Flies.

ok Im gulity. For not updating earlier. I'll make it up k? i'll write a super longgg entry erh? =P I noe wat you guys reealy want actualy. Pictures kaaann..hurhur. Plz click here. Or you can go to my sis, Atiqah's blog. Simplicity is always the best la u noe;)

I am so happy. happy. happy.
I am happy for you Siti Zawiyah Ismail =)
She is so pretty isn't she. Well, Tuan Syed Al-Hafizh Shah, you are one lucky man!
I'l leave her in your safe hands...plz take care of her for me *sob*sob*

ok.cut the drama.hee. I miss her. but ya I know...she has found her happiness. May Allah continue to shower His belssings on you kak Zawiyaah =)

She is out of town at the moment. Flew to dunno where. It's a surprise, i heard. Her wedding is one event to remember. I cant remember havin to tungkus lumos for any wedding =P But then again, wat are bestfrens for huh? Small the matter. huhurhur. erhhh wait.wait. just dun make me a bridesmaid again.ever.
Acknowledgement to Erlyna, my sis Atiqah, and Nisa1. We did goood;) oh ya. Azhari too, for being such a gentleman. gentle-bestman. holding to the dress tail is so cute ryt=P

Im so glad to see familiar-but-so-long-never-see faces! Seniors, juniors...all of you guys!
Sebenarnye terkilan sgt2...didnt get to sit wit you all at the table.
To some who tot I was not being 'frenly' enuf...sorry la k...bz collect sampul duit! heee=D

I miss kak zawiyah...did I mention tat already? nvm.
My entry long enuf? I tink so.hee. Pictures pleeez =D

Updating my blog again. heee. im so free mah.

Rasa mau curhat. I don't realy do that I guess. Lemme try then...

im missing him.
he touched me deeply.
im seeing myself falling for him.
each passing day, im thinking of him.


Ya Rasulullah, Ya NabiAllah....ku rindu.

I would like to share a song by Mestica- Destinasi Cinta.

"Destinasi cinta yang ku cari
Sebenarnya terlalu hampir
Hanya kabur kerana dosa di dalam hati
Telah ku redah daerah cinta
Yang lahir dari wadah yang alpa
Tiada tenang ku temui
Hanya kecewa menyelubungi"

It moved me somehow.
Hope it'd moved you too.
Closer, to our Creator.

I just need to record this somewhere.

I have finished 6 assignments in 1.5 mths.

I have sat for Linguistik Am paper.

I have faced my biggest fear. Sastera paper.

EXAM is o.v.e.r.

Alhamdulillah =)

Let's get busy, kak zawiyah dearest.

"Aku tak mudah untuk mencintai
Aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
Aku tak mudah mengatakan
Aku jatuh cinta"
- Acha Septriasa

Tiada guna kau kembali
Mengisi ruang hati ini
Semuanya telah berlalu
Bersama lukaku

Semua yang telah berakhir
Antara hatiku dan hatimu
Takkan ada cinta
Seperti yang dulu

Tiada guna kau berjanji
Untuk setia menemani
Hatiku yang telah terluka
Karena dustamu

Semua yang telah berakhir
Antara diriku dan dirimu
Takkan ada yang rindu
Seperti Yang dulu

~Ungu

Picture speaks louder.

First day...

we look so much alike, dun we?

my aunt, n I'm squeeezed.

cuzzins

NI Seniors.hurhu.

Preserving the nature..


Siti Fatimah. She's luuv.

These fotos were taken wen I had my jln raye wit NIE frens. About 24 of us altogether. 2 boys and 22 gerls. *woot* imagine the kecohness.huhur. I'll update more later...

Muhammad Abdullah

I've yet to upload the jln raye pics. Insya Allah soon. I have 2 more assignments and 2 papers just around the corner. But, to not disappoint my fans (ahuk.ahuk.) or Muhammad Abdullah's fans, i've made this...=D

Yay! my blog okay oreadiee. I tink it has something got to do with blogger. Niwaes, suasana raye is still in lar. Raye with exam(or assignments) just doesn't go well together. I feel so guilty jln raye when i have not finish (or start) my assignments and revision for exam. This is the 1st experience. Not a good one i'd say.

But, fret not. Must be confidence mah..(cam tul jer). When there's a will, there's a way!=D And anyway, the holiday is just around the corner! heee. suker. Yes, i made plans oready...huhur. Girls, pulau ubin kan ku rentangi, gunung ledang kan ku daki dan KLCC kan ku shoppingi. *excitedd*


Ladies in pink...suweett

A story as close to mine.was to be mine

"Kuingin berulang manisnya bersama
Menyambut hari bahgia
Jarak memisahkan rindu pertemuan
Bilakah hasrat jadi nyata...."

Ahh. so touching gitu;) This song is for someone yang tinggal jaoh nun disana. hurhur. Takdelah. Yg disana dah ade disini. err...nvm=P The fact is, this song is (Datin) Siti's - Airmata Syawal. Yesh, it's about long distance relationship. Noo..not that. Parents & children's relationship. Anywayy, i like it.

It's been quite a while since i blog. As in, B.L.O.G. I was rushing through a couple of assignments so I can enjoy for at least 1 day of Eid without worrying over deadlines (or is it date lines?). One thing for sure though, it's dreadful. -_-

I got my driving lesen, alhamdulillah. Like, finally.heee. Urh, along with burnt pocket. Seriously, how do people actually maintain a car in Singapore?
Minyak = $
Coupon = $
Cuci Kete = $
Maintenance = $
Sesak dan tecekik ku dibuat nye.tsk-tsk. Fortunately, I have ayah dearest topping up the fuel for me *grinning from ear to ear* Very spoilt ryt? No uhh..I gave my ayah $ for it only to find out a few days later, a full tank. Takkan nk tolak rezki kan,kan? =P
However, I won't take advantage my ayah la o'cos. I will be like 'kirim minyak' from ayah. hehee. My long awaited wishes have been fulfilled..license, cruising along the expressway, everythg uh. Almost. Satu je lagi. I want to use the horn. I've never used it before even tho circumstances allow.
Lemme say this, there are TOO many dumb drivers these days. And worse, i give in to them! Hrrmmmph. Ade lori ade bas, lain hari bley balas. (the best pantun a cikgu like me could come up with=P)

Frens, I'm selling kerepek (pedas & corn flavored) for $2 each. It's for Aceh fundraising...it's very last minute I 'd say but I'm willing to help in any possible way I can. Do contact me if you are interested. Kepada cikgu2 N.I.E, terima kasih sekali lagi kerana sedia memberi sokongan membeli kerepek, semoga dpt membantu anak-anak yatim Fajar Hidayah, Aceh. =))

To all, minal a'ideen wal faizeen wal maqbuleen. Kullu 'amin wa antum bikhair!

Selamat Hari Raya Eidul Fitri. Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Sayyidi Omar

Sayyidi Omar

The Woman I admire
wearing her attire
hiding her figure,
thus, curbing my desire..

The Woman I desire
fearing the (hell) Fire
is diligent in her prayers
for the rewards of life hereafter...

The Woman I encounter
is beyond bother
with the keen race
to beautify the face!

The Woman I ask
from dawn to dusk
is busy with ALLAH
murmuring, subhan'allah, subhan'allah, subhana'allah

The Woman I observe
certainly deserves
better respect
than what she expects

The Woman I listen
is very, very stern
for her it is a must
to control one's lust

But the Women I see
sad to say, most wear "minis"
alone I lament... "VIAGRA on heels"?
though they are not made for this!

The Woman I met
boasting her beauty
most probably by surgery?
but does she know it is all temporary?

Hence, the Woman
I know is advised to follow
the sunnah of our beloved Rasulullah
from head to toe....

The Woman I judge
often bears a grudge
EQUALITY, she requests (or rather protests)
but please bear in mind ALLAH'S inquest!

The Women I hurt (by this article)
please do not curse or smut
for it is better I warned before all is gone....

***

*For muslimah to reflect upon. He is the kind of muslim I admire*

Guess what i'v been up to! RYC? Terawih? Nooo...*though i would love to occupy myself with such activities* Im choking with assignments.7. Yes, SEVEN. Due in a month time. And it just has to be in the month of Ramadhan. *Jiwa ku meronta-ronta, tak terkata* -_-

K. I have class in 5 mins. I'l update sommore later. Btw, looking forward to NI's Iftar;)

Ye kengkawan seperti mane awak bley lihat gambar yang ditayangkan di atas tu telah ditukar. Knape? Sebab gambar lame tibe-tibe rosak...terputus jalinan (broken link) yang tak pasti..huhurhur.
I wanted to change the skin but uh not yet uh. Anwes, for the time being that's the only pic tat suits best. Realy=P

Marhaba ya Ramadhan...Marhaba!
Aku memohon keridhaan mu Allah,
Berkati amalanku, terima ibadahku,
Ku pinta ketenangan..keihklasan.

Somethg is bothering me since yesterday.
Very disturbing.
Actually, i wanted to share smthg about Hang Tuah in Sastera Epik but guess tat has to wait.
No mood.
I'l be better by monday BiIznillah.

Juz dun take me as a punching bag,aight.

I was surfing...err when i'm not suppose to =P anwaes. I found this.





How nice..hmm.

*ehem*ehem* U,read between the lines plzz =P

These 2 weeks are the assigment weeks. "Ed Psyc" is the talk of the town. It's Education Psychology, a module which most of us suppose to submit by tmr. However, my tutorial group is an exception=D The deadline is extended to 18th Sep. Can be a both good and bad thing. I have another assigment, ICT....err....Interactive...hmm..(*garuk kepale* not sure. I'l check it out) to be submitted on the same day. Mind you, i havent start. yikes!~
Penat la buat Ed Psyc. Its brain draining compressing my essay to 1000 words.

I have another presentation of lesson plan on wed. Fellow teachers, if you read this, an advance reminder, please act like P1 children for my lesson k? ;)

K dah tu je. Eh, wait.

i just remembered smthg. I had a weird dream yesterday about someone I know. Lemme tell u tis 1st, i tink he's the kind of person who has his heart made of stone,stainless steel, titanium,platinum, aluminium...alah, yg sewaktu dgn nye! Anddd... in the dream he was expressing how he feels towards me. It was soooo REAL. my gawd.

Woke up, burst out larfing=D

Scene 1: Umar were asked to azan after being bribed for fillet'O fish.

Umar: Allaaaahhh...
Me: Allahhh...Allahh
Umar: *trying to get the fillet'O fish i was holding*
Me: eh, wait.wait. I'l give you.
Umar thinking fast: *i have to azan again in order to get the fillet she's holding*
Umar: Alllaahh...

Penawar Rinduu..

Prophet Muhammad s.a.w said:

Allah will shade 7 people, in His Shade, on the Day of Judgement when there will be no shade except His Shade:

The just ruler,

A man who remembered Allah in his solitude such that his eyes overflowed with tears,

A man whose heart is attached to the masjid, when he goes out from it, till he returns to it,

2 people whose friendship was only for the sake of Allah, they came together for this reason and they parted each other for this reason,

A man who gave charity secretly such that what his right hand spent was not known to his left hand,

A youth who spent his life in Allah's devotion,

A man who was seduced by a woman of beauty and status but he said I fear Allah.

(Al-Bukhari 660 and muslim 1031)

With the respect of no. 4, I miss u all...may we be one of the people mentioned here.

It's been awhile..hmm..sebok menyebokkan diri laa.heh. Slamat Hari Guru! Syg sekali im not in sch nimore...imagine the truckloads of gifts. hihihi.

Aniwaes, here are fotos during kenduri last week.








Qari'ah Singapura Siti Shahirah


hajar & tiqah


hajar & tiqah. again.


the camera just lurve 'em.ahakz!


my niece,the talking machine.huhu.Asyura.


cute kan bdk nihh..Natasya.

I've been wanting to watch Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna since i laid my eyes on its advert at the mrt station. Not that im so much into Hindi movies. Korean rather.hee. Despite being supposedly bz...i put my stacks of notes & assignments aside, and went out to watch moviee! *noty.noty* oh well, 3 hrs of break would'nt do any harm ryt?=D

What's a Hindi movie without tears? Yeah, a pail of tears! huhuhu. Tears from laughter and heart-touching scene. Anyone who could spare 3 hrs, go watch it! Err..there was no intermission as in no breaks inbetween the 3 hrs so if nature calls try to answer it during the song scenes=P

It has quite a typical storyline but somehow that simple story touch me dearly.
What would you do if at a later part of your relationship you find your soulmate, in another?
Would you leave your partner for this new person?
Or would you rather live with your partner because you believe in the sayin ' Marry someone who loves you, not whom you love'?

For me, perhaps i choose the later. It'd hurt, u bet. It might hurt for a loong time...months? years?

For all i know, it still hurts.

Now i better get in bed. I have a looong day tmr, starting with a class in the morning 8.30am!

Okay. I think some of you guys already got the whole idea of the recent entries. For those who does not, I am BZ. But i WANT to update. So yar tat explains the video, lyric n pic=D *heh..heh..heh*

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im tired, burned out, drained, overworked, worn out, exhausted. Yes, u got the idea. It's only 2 days of school, mind you. huhur. Ok maybe i exaggerated abit. Hopefully, i'd get use to it. Go sch @ 6.30am, reach home @ 9pm.

Despite the routine, i enjoyed my lessons. New friends, lecturers..i have a fave olready;) I just got to know that fadzilah (al-hafiz*) is in NIE too! heh. I'l be seeing some familiar faces i foresee. Yusri, Faeza, Iskandar (in the same class), Mawaddah n of cos fadzilah. They were all from TP.....TPMSS a.k.a NurIkhwan=D

Im not gonna update much..too tired laa. But wait, I went to watch the Aceh kids performance yesterday at Darussalam after i'sya'. It was superb! Not too mention kiut!- Fikaa..kamu lucu deh!~ 4 year old gal, she's smart! And Rokiah- she touched my heart. Being the emo me, tho i didnt undstd the poem she sang (it's in aceh lang), i was in tears. Moga Allah melindungimu, ya adek Rokiah=)

My dearest frens, doa for me ye? I have traffic test tmr morning...one tip i got from a fren, be Confident.

Well, im just scared. -_-

The Aceh kids are comingg!! tonight! 10pm Changi Airport. There'l be a welcoming ceremony for them tmr at Darussalam Mosque. Can't miss it!

Here are some more fotos as promised. Ya i know, 2-3 weeks old. But heck, biar lambat asalkan selamatt..kan,kan? =D


Presenting you..CKP cikguS! They rock!=D


C.Arina & C.Zafirah


She's All That!;) CikguIffah


We had FUN. even during meetings.khekhekhe!

Who knows, i might come back afterall!=D Miss u guys!

Try not to cry - Sami Yusuf & Outlandish

Im having NIE orientation for this wk n next. 2 days of briefing..a loong one. They talked about important things (or so they say) like modules, exams, assignments, academic calender matters. For the 1st time im gonna call my teachers by 'Prof' or 'Dr'. Apparently, they are particular about it. Its the prestige thingy.

Lemme tell you somethin', the journey is long. very loong. reaaallyy looong. Get it? huhuhu. For example, if i have a class at 9am. I gotta leave home at 7am. Yeah, solid 2 hrs. I remmber a fren complainin about his journey between home and CDA. Now i noe how he felt. huhur.

Later at 2pm, i have a teambonding activities. As the name applies, im expecting crazy-i-don't-do-this-anymore kinda activities. Tak pegi bleh? Tak bleyy..this is the time you make network. Ryte. The only thing i like is the t-shirt. Black, with a slogan Developing Education Professionals. Leaders in the Service of Learners.
Hmm...I likee=D

I have a lot of pix uploaded. Kak zaw's bday, Maarif High tea and Changkat Farewell. These are some... =)













Yum-Yum..

The Girls behind Bars. =P

Sweet isn't she? Go figure=)

More pictures to come...Stay tuned =)

Happy B'day To You Kak Zawiyah

May Allah continue to shower His luv on U!

A quick one. i'v been bz wit...erm life. haha. teach-humanitarian-teach. I went for the Madrasah Maarif High Tea Fundraising last saturday with kak Zaw. The ballroom was grand and all but food was just OK. Nvm, it's for donation anyway. I'l put up pix soon insya Allah.

Im getting more n more excited over NIE. Counting down the days liao..7 days to be exact.huhuhu. I wonder how my life would be then. 3hrs of to n fro jurney, lecture notes, exams...haaa..i miss those days. err, without the jurney i mean.

For everyone who's reading this, i'm selling kerepek ubi. Spicy and corn flavor. $2 only!! Grab now or regret later! khekhekhe...its for donation if you have'nt heard. $1 goes to MisiAceh.

We all have our own responsibilities and priorities, but let's reflect on why we agree to embark ourselves in this mission in the 1st place. There's realy no such thing as ' i want to help Aceh but i can't give full commitment' Fikirkan lah wahai teman seperjuangan ku.

Their future is in your hands.

Assalamualaikum....brothers & sisters.




Hope you are all in the pink of health InsyaAllah. Madrasah Al-Maarif is having a Hi-tea event in order to raise fund for its new school building. If interested in making reservation, you can call madrasah Al-Maarif or contact me @my Hp or email me back.

Limited seats available. Or kindly make your donation to the madrasah.May Allah bless you kindness & generousity.

Ameen.

Regards,Siti Zawiyah Bte Ismail.
(Marketing & Promoting Dept.)

P/S: To all my dear friends, please help to promote it...Syukran....

Assalamualaikum bro & sis in Islam,

Have ya all heard or read about the latest news? It's about our young bros n sis in Aceh, Fajar Hidayah orphanage. They are going to move from the temporary premises to a new permanent building by end of this year...andd..they need our HELP=)

Besides S.I.F as the main contributor in funding the beneficiaries, they need another 200K. A few of well dedicated youths are coming together to work something out. On the platform of Masjid Darussalam, they are spearheading several projects.

One of them is the "$1.00 project"

Basically, they'd go to schools (pri,sec,madrasah,higher tertiaries) and collect $1 gold coins from every pupils=)

Easy? you bet!~
Now, who's with me? *raise your hands!*

For enquiries, contact Khairunnisa ckgnisa@gmail.com
*you may copy & paste(ctrl+c) this entry to your blog- spread the kindness=)*

Assalamualaikum wr wb,

After resting for erm 6 days (frm jet lag=P), finally i got the 'semangat' to update blog...heee. Okies fotos will be posted here soon. Its not much but insya Allah i'l upload more later. Im just not tat patient wen it comes to uploading pix.heh.

Let me tell you abt my loongg journey...(jgn tdo erhh...)
From Spore we flew to Bangkok and frm Bangkok, on Royal Jordanian we flew to Amman. It was a whole day transit derfor we took the chance to see the city of Amman. We were so exhausted frm the 9 hrs jurney n YET we dragged our feet to tour around the city. Berjiwa besar, bersemangat kental..hohoho=D

Amman was cool at 17 celsius. It was said to be summer. How would i describe Amman? uhh, a place surrounded by rocky mountains. Coming from merlion island, of cos i was goin all awe looking at the HUGE mountains towering everywhere. SubhanAllah.

Ard 11pm (4am spore), we flew to Jeddah and finally to Medinah Munawwarah. *solatu a'lan nabi muhammad s.a.w* haiz. I miss medina...the atmosphere of being in a holy land, to be so close to Rasulullah:) *I hope to visit u again soon ya habibAllah*

We visited to Jabal Uhud, pasar kurma, Masjd Qiblatain, Masjd Quba...the usual places travel n tours arranged for visits. What i remember most is the visit to Raudhah. Taman Syurga. It was so...uhh..traumatic. heh. Sape kate masuk syurga senang?=P

Fyi, there were like 100,000 of Iranians performing umrah. So can u imagine the amount of people trying to get to Raudhah? For Nisa' (women), there are times allocated. Morning and after Zhur. They shifted the partition and its bigger this time. But it is still cramped. Anywaes, there were the inevitable shoving and pulling(tsk.tsk.) but alhamdulillah, as soon as i step into Raudhah, i felt hot tears came rollin. *oh Allah, will i be part of your paradise? U r most Merciful, most Gracious*

Afterwards, i turned to my left and give salams (and kirim all the salams) to Rasulullah, Sayyidina Abu Bakar and Sayyidina Umar.

**To be continue...

I need to go and eat. Hungreee=D

Hati Berbisik

Malam Bertandang
Hati Berbisik Mengenang
Cerita Derita Yang Daku Pendam

Kata Menguji
Cuba Untuk Kusudahi
Berulang Airmata Membasahi

Aku Kini Perlu Berdiri
Walau Hakikatnya Pasti Kan Melukai
Aku Ingin
Semua Rasai
Kerna Pengakhirnya HidupKu Sendiri

*ahh touching kan? heh. Siti's song. Umrah's report (n pics) will be up sooon*

Assalamualaikum wr wb,

To my beloved frens, in the blessings of friday, i'l be making my way to the holy makkah city, nabawi city and baitulmaqdis. I ask of your doa for a mabrur umrah and always be under Allah's care.

I had yet another test-gastric. It took a few days to recover but alhamdulillah...im alot better now. Kaffarah? Before stepping in Makkah as Allah's guest? maybe.

urh. To all, i apologize for any wrongdoings, for i am a weak soul in search for Allah's nur (ihdinassirathal mustaqim). oh yar, approach me if der's any uncleared debt=) Halal kan makan minum erh? =)

It'l b a 13days trip. The journey will be veryy long.
Spore-Bangkok, Bangkok-Amman, Amman-Jeddah, Jeddah- Medinah.

But it doesnt matter, its only a small test to be Allah's guest.

A Muslim for life. Allahuakbar!~

I juz don't feel like blogging. But I'l update before I leave for Umrah, promise! (insya Allah)



I do not understand youu. Quit playing games can?

Trouble with love is...

it can tear you up inside.
make your heart believe a lie.
its stronger than your pride.

***

How do you love wholeheartedly when your heart is not even whole?

01) Dunia ini ialah perhiasan dan sebaik-baik perhiasan ialah wanita (isteri) yang solehah. (Riwayat Muslim).

02) Mana-mana perempuan yang memakai bau-bauan kemudian ia keluar melintasi kaum lelaki ajnabi, agar mereka mencium bau harumnya maka ia adalah perempuan zina,dan tiap-tiap mata yang memandang itu adalah zina. (Riwayat Ahmad, Thabarani dan Hakim)

03) Dikahwini wanita itu kerana empat perkara: kerana hartanya, kerana keturunannya, kerana kecantikannya dan kerana agamanya, maka carilah yang kuat beragama nescaya kamu beruntung.

04) Wanita apabila ia sembahyang lima waktu, puasa sebulan Ramadhan, memelihara kehormatan serta taat pada suami, maka masuklah mana-mana pintu syurga yang ia kehendaki. (Riwayat dari Ahmad Ibnu Hibban, Thabarani, Anas bin Malik).

05) Perempuan yang melabuhkan pakaian dalam keadaaan berhias bukan untuk suami nya dan muhrimnya adalah seumpama gelap gelita di hari kiamat, tiada nur baginya. (Riwayat Tarmizi)

06) Apabila lari seorang wanita dari rumah suaminya, tidak diterima sembahyangnya, sehingga ia kembali dan menghulurkan tangan kepada suaminya (meminta maaf). (Riwayat dari Hassan).

07) Wanita yang taat pada suami, semua burung-burung di udara, ikan di air, malaikat di langit, matahari dan bulan semuanya beristigfar baginya selama ia masih taat pada suaminya dan diredainya (serta menjaga sembahyang dan puasanya).

08) Dari Muaz bin Jabal bersabda Rasululllah SAW: Mana-mana wanita yang berdiri di atas kakinya membakar roti untuk suaminya hingga muka dan tangannya kepanasan oleh api, maka diharamkan muka dan tangannya dari bakaran api neraka.

09) Tiap-tiap wanita yang menolong suaminya di dalam urusan agama, maka Allah memasukkanya dalam syurga lebih dahulu dari suaminya (sepuluh ribu tahun) kerana dia memuliakan suaminya di dunia maka mendapat pakaian dan bau-bauan syurga untuk turun ke mahligai suaminya dan mengadapnya.

10) Ya Fatimah, jika seorang wanita meminyakkan rambut suaminya dan janggutnya dan memotong kumisnya dan mengerat kukunya, diberi minum Allah akan dia sungai syurga, diiringi Allah baginya sakaratul maut dan akan didapati kuburnya menjadi sebuah taman dari taman-taman syurga serta dicatatkan Allah baginya kelepasan dari neraka dan selamatlah ia melintasi titian Siratul-mustaqim.

11) Mana-mana wanita yang berkata kepada suaminya "tidak pernah aku dapat dari engkau satu kebajikan pun". Maka Allah akan hapuskan amalannya selama 70 tahun, walaupun ia berpuasa siang hari dan beribadah pada malamnya.

Kla. Makk. kawenkan akuu =P

Today's tough.

Failed my TP test.
There will be another lesson observation. Im not FIERCE enuf apparently.
Im not feeling well- cough and sore throat.

Looking at a brighter side,
Without telling me,a friend came n waited during the whole TP test. Just to give moral support. im touched realy....Jazakallahu Khairal Jaza' =)

*Keep your chin up n smilee*

"ku tak perlu seribu sahabat"

my timetable is suspended for this week!! hohoho. best kaaann? at least this week i dont need to meet my P6 'angels'. i noe its bad of me to say tis. but do u how much it takes for me to tolerate their nonsense? my patience has its limits.

K so my relief timetable is goodd.
Mon and Tues: start at 3.20pm til ard 5pm.
Wed: start at 4pm til 6pm.
Thurs: start at 1.30pm til 3pm.
Fri: Vesak Day. *tak skolaaa*

Meaning for this wk,I only teach my cuties P1. Dey r adorable i tell u. I noe im not suppose to have faves but we r humans u noe. We tend to have preference. There is one little boy named Rizal. Mischievious lar. but kiutt. i jus got a thg for bad boys can? huhuhur.

go listen to this song by Ungu. Demi Waktu.

****

To kak Zawiyah:
I L.O.V.E you dearest. My prayers r with u...im full of H.O.P.E.

2 lesson plans not done.
lesson observation this coming wed and thurs.
traffic test around the corner.
im creating enemies.
im StreSSed.

i've passed my NIE entrance test (EPT)! *alhamdulillah* I was so worried over my test. I did karangan, kefahaman, ringkasan karangan, conversion frm bahase melayu klasik ke bahase melayu moden. 2 jam. i was crapping my way out.huhur. n i passed. *sujud shukur*

oh yar. satu lagi berita baik. i'l be performing umrahhh!! 2nd june. the last umrah was uhhh.....lyk 3 yrs ago? anddd we'r going to BAITUL MAQDIS as well!! *xcitement overloaded*
Our plan was not baitulmaqdis. last minute plan changed. family tradition mahh. huhur.
Ferst-ferst, plan nk gi umrah-cairo.
Pastu ayah nk gi umrah-dubai cos he wanted to meet his friend der.
On the day to register, we ended up going for Baitulmaqdis-Jerussalam.
Feelings: Overjoyed. im going to 3 most important mosques. A place where rasulullah mikraj.
Nervous. safety wise at israel-palestine province.

i'l tell more in the next entry. In the mean time, doakan for my lesson observations to go smoothly. i need it!~

mentari hidup

Kala senja itu tiba
Ku termenung sendirian
Terasa diriku ini jauh dari rahmat Tuhan
Dosa yang aku lakukan
Menerjah ruang fikiran
Masihkah ada untukku keampunan
Gelap rasa dunia ini
Tanpa cahaya Ilahi
Baru kini kusedari
Jalan yang aku lalui
Memusnah pedoman hidup
Melempar hatiku ini ke lembah kehinaan
Dalam kegelapan itu
Terbit cahaya dari-Mu
Memandu hamba-Mu menuju iman
Menginsafi diri dengan ketaqwaan dan kesabaran
Kau terangi jalanku menuju syurga-Mu
Dan Kau tunjuki dengan hidayah-Mu
Hanyalah pada-Mu kuhadapkan diri
Mohon keampunan
Wahai Yang Maha Pengasih
Bantulah hamba-Mu ini
Yang kian terumbang-ambing
Di dalam arus duniawi
Kuberdoa kepada-Mu
Memohon limpah rahmat-Mu
Mentari hidupku kan bersinar kembali

~Haikal

wat a day...

y am i bloggin in the middle of the nyt? bcos i got noting to do!! yay. wait. i HAVE smthg to do. uhh. s-l-e-e-p! hee. i jus need to write tis down. k 'type'.

Started off the day at sch. The activity planned was very interesting but i guess i didnt deliver it as gd. Towards the end, my p6 sorta wandered. i tink bdk2 2 tahon haf longer attention span. dey r testing my limits i tell u..uh, cube lagi lar. -_-

i skipped lunch! heesh. c how bad i was feeling? im the kinda person who does not skips her meals. only adds. huhu. but just now...hilang selera i guess. kay so i was tryin to console myself to look at the brite side..'nari abes siang. kul 3 dah ley alek' hoho. ye lah tu. At 3pm, i found out i didnt bring any house key. cannot go home. stay in sch? dun waan.

Went to ghufran instead to get the keys frm my sis. Noe wat? *i dont unless u tell me* my sis had the wrong keys. okiez im at the verge of cryingg. Khairun, setiap sesuatu yg terjadi pasti ada hikmah nya...*repeat one more time*....

Soon enuf, i noe hikmahnye. My long lost fren came over to buy goreng pisang.heh. masih idop rupenye ko ye=P Der were moments of awkward silence. miss him lei. in frenly way okayy. ryt.

uhh. its olidayy! i do NOT celebrate gd friday. i celebrate every fridays. its muslims olidays u noee..Der's sm imp thg i need to do. hope it turns out well...wouldnt want to lose a fren. erkk. never.

embarking on a new journey..

yep2.another new blog. er, tis is the 3rd one. i tink. k tis one my fave. Jus look at the kartun muslimah up der. cute cam saye ryt.huhuhur.

im at opis now. Ade kelas kejap lagi..4.20pm to b exact. I was supposed to take over some1's remedial class tadi but wen i went to the class, it was empty. eh bebudak nih kene kidnep ke? *heee* lame. dorang gi xcursion laa. so here i am making entries to my blog. Lil bit of updates:

1. i quit my previous job. no more kindergarten teacher.
2. im undergoin cntract teachg. pri sch.
3. teachg melayu, art&craft and sivik.
4. ermm. lesen kete? lom dpt. 15th May. *ameeen*
5. i joined amore. *keching-keching* 200 dularz gone. -_-
6. no strings attachd. *uh?*

I tink i worry too much. Mostly over my p6 EM3 class. thx to them i now noe the xact meaning of notorious. *maceh anak2 muridku* other than dat...traffic test, NIE entrance test..n sum1.tsk.
oh yar!
7. i got myself a new hp=D walkman sonyericsson.

k got P1 class. saye pergi dulu~

123..test.

assalamualaikum. test. test.