April 23, 2006

mentari hidup

Kala senja itu tiba
Ku termenung sendirian
Terasa diriku ini jauh dari rahmat Tuhan
Dosa yang aku lakukan
Menerjah ruang fikiran
Masihkah ada untukku keampunan
Gelap rasa dunia ini
Tanpa cahaya Ilahi
Baru kini kusedari
Jalan yang aku lalui
Memusnah pedoman hidup
Melempar hatiku ini ke lembah kehinaan
Dalam kegelapan itu
Terbit cahaya dari-Mu
Memandu hamba-Mu menuju iman
Menginsafi diri dengan ketaqwaan dan kesabaran
Kau terangi jalanku menuju syurga-Mu
Dan Kau tunjuki dengan hidayah-Mu
Hanyalah pada-Mu kuhadapkan diri
Mohon keampunan
Wahai Yang Maha Pengasih
Bantulah hamba-Mu ini
Yang kian terumbang-ambing
Di dalam arus duniawi
Kuberdoa kepada-Mu
Memohon limpah rahmat-Mu
Mentari hidupku kan bersinar kembali

~Haikal

April 14, 2006

wat a day...

y am i bloggin in the middle of the nyt? bcos i got noting to do!! yay. wait. i HAVE smthg to do. uhh. s-l-e-e-p! hee. i jus need to write tis down. k 'type'.

Started off the day at sch. The activity planned was very interesting but i guess i didnt deliver it as gd. Towards the end, my p6 sorta wandered. i tink bdk2 2 tahon haf longer attention span. dey r testing my limits i tell u..uh, cube lagi lar. -_-

i skipped lunch! heesh. c how bad i was feeling? im the kinda person who does not skips her meals. only adds. huhu. but just now...hilang selera i guess. kay so i was tryin to console myself to look at the brite side..'nari abes siang. kul 3 dah ley alek' hoho. ye lah tu. At 3pm, i found out i didnt bring any house key. cannot go home. stay in sch? dun waan.

Went to ghufran instead to get the keys frm my sis. Noe wat? *i dont unless u tell me* my sis had the wrong keys. okiez im at the verge of cryingg. Khairun, setiap sesuatu yg terjadi pasti ada hikmah nya...*repeat one more time*....

Soon enuf, i noe hikmahnye. My long lost fren came over to buy goreng pisang.heh. masih idop rupenye ko ye=P Der were moments of awkward silence. miss him lei. in frenly way okayy. ryt.

uhh. its olidayy! i do NOT celebrate gd friday. i celebrate every fridays. its muslims olidays u noee..Der's sm imp thg i need to do. hope it turns out well...wouldnt want to lose a fren. erkk. never.

April 11, 2006

embarking on a new journey..

yep2.another new blog. er, tis is the 3rd one. i tink. k tis one my fave. Jus look at the kartun muslimah up der. cute cam saye ryt.huhuhur.

im at opis now. Ade kelas kejap lagi..4.20pm to b exact. I was supposed to take over some1's remedial class tadi but wen i went to the class, it was empty. eh bebudak nih kene kidnep ke? *heee* lame. dorang gi xcursion laa. so here i am making entries to my blog. Lil bit of updates:

1. i quit my previous job. no more kindergarten teacher.
2. im undergoin cntract teachg. pri sch.
3. teachg melayu, art&craft and sivik.
4. ermm. lesen kete? lom dpt. 15th May. *ameeen*
5. i joined amore. *keching-keching* 200 dularz gone. -_-
6. no strings attachd. *uh?*

I tink i worry too much. Mostly over my p6 EM3 class. thx to them i now noe the xact meaning of notorious. *maceh anak2 muridku* other than dat...traffic test, NIE entrance test..n sum1.tsk.
oh yar!
7. i got myself a new hp=D walkman sonyericsson.

k got P1 class. saye pergi dulu~