Has anyone seen this heartthrob? I forgot to ask for his name ;)

21st - 27th

Sampai kapan kau gantung...Cerita cintakuuu...Memberi harapaaan...Hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagiee...Dan meninggalkan dirimuuuu...

This song makes me wanna dance. Melly Goeslow.

Im going away for a few days people. Doakan saya selamat pergi dan pulang.
Kak Zaw and Mizan, we go out when I return k?
Promise! (bi'iznillah)

Bengkel Praktikum

i loike. (=

http://happyflavour.multiply.com/photos

ok, short one. like Shahidah said, EXAMS R OVER!
okae perhaps not quite very over for me for the nxt 2 wkends.
Still. Linguistik and Sastera paper are down.down.down.
Hee. mcm tak percaye gitu.

im in holiday mood la...
its time to travel,travel,travel. heh.
am looking forward to walimahs.
engagements, weddings...
its the time of the year, i should say.
Congrats to all, may you have blissful engagement/marriage!~


Sayang,
akan ku terus sabar menanti
hingga tiba masanya
ku berinai di jari...
-Norazela Rosli

others who broke my heart

they were like Northern stars

pointing me on my way

into your loving arms.

-Rascal Flatts.

I asked for Strength........

And God gave me Difficulties to make me strong.

I asked for Wisdom........

And God gave me Problems to solve.

I asked for Prosperity........

And God gave me Brain and Brawn to work.

I asked for Courage........

And God gave me Danger to overcome.

I asked for Love........

And God gave me Troubled people to help.

I asked for Favours........

And God gave me Opportunities.

I received nothing I wanted

I received everything I needed

My Prayer has been answered.

Coincidence (by definition)

a striking occurrence of two or more events at one time apparently by mere chance.

from strangers to co-volunteers to friends.

Its the time of the year again. Im a bit late lah. Dah brape Syawal eh? *scrambles for Berita Harian*
10th Syawal.

Oh right. 1 test down, 1 more to go, 4 assignments due, exams peeking in....
wateva. I'm still up for jalan raye (x2), forum irama and a quick visit to the bf's new house!
Hamizan cant wait to see youu.


Seems like the fellow NIE-ans not going for jalan raye. Instead we 'raye' in the classroom.

100th post!
The Best of Friends

In old, worn out shabby looking clothes, Amir Al-Mu’minin, Ali Bin Abi Taleb, sat saying grace to Allah.

Abu Mariam, one of the servants, sat on his knees close to Ali and whispered:
“Amir Al-Mu’minin, I have something to ask of you.”
Ali said: “What is it that you want to ask?”
Abu Mariam said: “That you throw away the clothes you are wearing. They are old and ripped and do not go well with your position.”
Ali Bin Abi Taleb put the tip of his clothes on his eyes and started to cry until his weeping was loud.
In embarrassment, Abu Mariam said: “O Amir Al-Mu’minin, if I knew that it meant so much to you I would not have asked you to take it off.”
Ali said while wiping his tears: “O Abu Mariam, my love for this jacket is increasing. It was a gift from my friend and beloved companion.”
Oddly, Abu Mariam asked: “And who is this friend of yours O Amir?”
Ali said: “ ‘Umar Ibn Al Khattab. He was the best of friends.”

He then started to weep once again until the sound of his suppressed cries could be heard from afar.

Source: Translated from “100 Stories from the Life of Ali Bin Abi Taleb” by Muhammad Sedeeq Al Minshawi, Dar Al Fadeela Publishing, 2002.

Ramadhan Kareem semuaa~ can't believe it's already the last ten days of Ramadhan. I hope to spend this period of time with qyams. U noe, its funny how I can wake up for qyam in Ramadhan and liyatt sgt to do the same for the rest of the months. Same goes for other ibadah. Solat sunnat qabliah, ba'diah, reciting the quran...etc. In relation to that, there are some people who do the fardhus only in Ramadhan. Thus the label 'Ramadhan Muslim'. Something to ponder on la eh.

“The key to sincerity is Qiyaamul-Layl, because only the sincere wake and stand when others are lying asleep.” [Imam al-Haddad]

RR07.F&B.Proud of them (=

Shahidah & Deli

Way wayyy overdued pics. but it's becoz i just got them. heh. i just loveee majlis nikah (u shud see me beaming frm ear to ear that nyt). it was held at Msj Assyakirin. hmmm...menyempurnkan separuh dari iman di rumah Allah (=

k back to real world. sekolah pun tak habis lagi. tsk.

Sûrah al Imran 3.134
'Who spend (in His way) in time of plenty and in time of hardship, and hold in check their anger, and pardon their fellow men because God loves the doers of good.'

Sûrah an Nisa 4.77
'Art thou not aware of those who have been told, 'Curb your hands' ....'

Sûrah ash Shura 42.37
'And who shun the more heinous sins and abominations; and who, whenever they are moved to anger, readily forgive.'

emotionally in mess. *sigh*

Truth will make you free, but it will also make you suffer.

Vilayat Inayat Khan

the girlfriends. to lean on.

He got his...

dad's hair.

mum's eyes.

godmum's charms.

Hamizan. (=

1 week break is ending soon. sob*sob. on the other hand, cant wait to meet you girls, or rather b.a.b.e.s. hurhur. i've not received my timetable yet! tu lah rajin sgt. org suroh register for modules tapi tak buat.

a lil update on the last day at Junyuan. we held an event called Rentak Timur. there were a few categories competing for 1st, 2nd and 3rd places, namely, pembacaan syair, bercerita, drama, dan menyanyi. I got it all captured in my canon ixus. will post it soon eh insya Allah. you got to see the p1s who sang aci, aci buka pintu. cuteee sgttt. saying goodbyes to teachers were not as hard as saying it to my p3s n p5s. well..p3s esp. I am emotionally attached to them. which teachers should not do, not personally that is.

there was Nazran-always having something to share with the rest. he's slower academically but the most enthu one(= erm, Dinnie-the bright n sweet girl (she won the 3rd place for bercerita). during semi final, she was so nervous that she wanted to back out so I asked her, tau tak kenape antara murid-muird darjah 3, awak yang cikgu-cikgu pilih? she blushed and replied, hmm...sebab saye pandai. heee. hmmm...Syiffeain, Azfar, Salihin, Firdaus, Dhuha, Afiqah, Nazlisa, Sabrina, Maisarah, Sharifah, Yasir, Nurul Izdihar, Khairul...there were others that I cant remember at the moment. Hope to see them for 2nd practicum(=

Khairun, kak Zaw, Fizah, Lyna! Tmr go swimming! If not, I pegi seeming sendiri uh. heh.

Junyuan...Work To Excel

Been hold back by practicum. Believe me, being a teacher is no easy job. Lesson plan, observation, lesson plan, preparation, reflections, lesson plan, CCA, n last n not least, lesson plan. No, am not complaining. Hanye mengadu naseb.

By special request, a lil bit on chalet (cite yg da basi tu). Heh. To those who weren't able to attend, we had a simple gathering where everyone chat, bbq, eat. and moments. Both bitter n sweet=)

1 more week of practicum. I tink im gonna miss Junyuan. The teachers, students, even stall vendors. ermm. I observed tarian. P1s, 3s, and 5s. They were moving to kurik kundi - Siti and were they awesome or wat?! So young yet so demure...sheesh. Put me beside them and i'l die of embarrassment. saye sungguh kaku...macam paku. (ey, it rhymes!) Im getting more n more like malay. No, dat doesnt sounds ryt. wait. Saya mmg seorang melayu jati. campor melake skit, boyan skit dan cine secukup rase. heh. There was tis tym, i was at the stall taking orders, i spoke in perfect bahasa baku laa!! Nice one la.

Strangely i didnt take much pictures. So here's a couple.

Manusia memiliki mimpi
Ada yang mengejar dan mewujudkannya
Ada yang mundur dan membuangnya
Ada pula yang diam dan hanya menyimpannya
sepanjang sisa hidupnya.

...Cinta Pertama

I came across this from a P5 journal...

Saya tidak ke mana pada hari ibu kerana saya tidak menjumpa ibu saya. Kalau saya boleh saya mahu menjumpa ibu saya. Kerana ada suatu undang-undang yang berkata "A child should see both parents when are separated."

You never know what you can discover through simple writings.

D'mashq Lingers

A taste of a Suriy life. It'l stay for at least a lifetime.
I have so much to tell. But im feeling abit under the weather...perhaps when im better insya Allah.

She's Leaving

Talk about living life to the fullest. I think I overworked myself cos my throat is sore and the body is aching all over. And oh yes, im leaving for Syria tomorrow. I'v not done any packing. None. Told u I was busy.....helped Tuffaha with painting (it's hardwork, no kidding), shopping (mother's berfday prezzie), sports climbing@ yishun safra, watched movie (pirates of the carribean 3), and mwti's gathering (the last meet was 7 years ago). Try sayin it in one breath. Cant right? Dah kate dah, I did alot of things.hee.

So Im leaving tomorrow, please doa for me my dear friends. Im abit jittery this time. Perhaps because i'l be travelling alone. Ok not really alone. Without family. That's l-o-n-e-l-y okayy. Remember Stong? I was already homesick as the coach headed for Kelantan. My sis was just next to me. Kite anak mak n ayah la. Anak sape lagi kan?=P

Syria is rather a modest country. My starhub line wont be contactable. but i was told that it has internet connection! At least i won't be so disconnected. heh. ok apart from wateva i'v mentioned, im really looking forward to this trip. I'l be staying in an arabic house situated in the heart of old Damsyiq, learn arabic in old traditional way, experience their culture anddd many-many more! huhur. 1 more thing, Im going mountain climbing where the 1 st killing of mankind took place. Go figure(=

I'm gonna miss mak, ayah, tiqah, n bro mamat. Tiqah, u gonna miss me sleeping beside u=P To all, ingat ku di dalam doa muu=D

His Signs

• Among His Signs is this, that He created you from dust; and then, behold, ye are men scattered (far and wide)!
• And among His Signs is this, that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that ye may dwell in tranquillity with them, and He has put love and mercy between your (hearts): verily in that are Signs for those who reflect.
• And among His Signs is the creation of the heavens and the earth, and the variations in your languages and your colours; verily in that are Signs for those who know.
• And among His Signs is the sleep that ye take by night and by day, and the quest that ye (make for livelihood) out of His Bounty: verily in that are Signs for those who hearken.

Surah Ar-Rum : 20-23

Once Upon A Time...

There was a couple living happily ever after...

Never would each day passed without hearing each other's voice...

Until one day, a witch tried to steal little prince charming away but [you know fairy tales always have a happy ending?]
The witch was turned into a butterflyhead for making me angry. =P

Permata yang Dicari

Hadirnya tanpa kusedari
menggamit kasih cinta bersemi
hadir cinta insan padaku ini
anugerah kurniaan Illahi

Lembut tutur bicaranya
menarik hatiku untuk mendekatinya
kesopanannya memikat dihati
mendamaikan jiwaku yang resah ini

Ya Allah..........
jika dia benar untukku
dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
jika dia bukan milikku
damaikanlah hatiku dengan ketentuanMu

Dialah permata yang dicari
selama ini baru ku temui
tapi ku tak pasti rencana Illahi
apakah dia kan kumiliki

Tidak sekali digodai nafsu
akan kubatasi dengan syariatMu
jika dirinya bukan untukku
redha hatiku dengan ketentuanMu

Ya Allah.........
Engkau lah tempatku bergantung harapanku
kuharap diriku setiasa dibawah rahmatMu


May pure intention be blessed by Him(=

Zinnirah

Remember her? I posted a lyric about her sometime ago. Been trying to get her story..apart from something about her eyes I know nothing of her. Until I came across an article. Fyi, I wrote a cerpen entitled 'Zinnirah Gadis Pingitan Hiasan Duniawi'. Heh, I know. World la title. The story itself is far from worth reading. Oh well, it's my first(=


Zinnirah adalah seorang gadis yang berasal dari Rome. Kehidupan keluarganya sangat miskin dan dalam keadaan serba kekurangan. Ketika berlaku satu peperangan besar di Rome, Zinnirah terpisah daripada keluarganya lalu menjadi tawanan perang. Sejak itu dia dijual sebagai hamba dan sering bertukar tangan. Sepanjang menjadi hamba abdi, Zinnirah dilayan dengan kasar dan adakalanya diperlakukan seperti binatang oleh tuannya.

Zinnirah berkenalan dengan seorang hamba yang senasib dengannya. Perkenalan itu akhirnya membawa Nur Islam dalam diri Zinnirah kerana hamba itu menerangkan ajaran yang disampaikan oleh Rasulullah. Penerangan yang tulus itu membuka hati Zinnirah untuk memeluk Islam. Namun, dia terpaksa melakukan ibadat secara rahsia kerana tuannya memusuhi Islam.

Nasibnya lebih malang apabila dia bertukar tangan kepada bangsawan Quraisy yang sangat berpengaruh masa itu, Umar Al-Khattab. Ketika itu, Umar belum memeluk Islam dan juga tidak mengetahui keIslaman Zinnirah. Umar yang sangat memusuhi Rasulullah terkenal dengan bengis dan kasarnya sehingga digeruni, baik lawan maupun kawan. Akhirnya, Umar mengetahui mengenai keIslaman Zinnirah apabila suatu hari dia mendengar gadis itu membaca al-Quran. Ini menimbulkan kemarahan Umar yang mahu menghukumnya dengan siksaan berat.

"Tahukah kamu apa hukuman yang layak untukmu?" Tanya Umar keras dengan wajah bak singa sambil mengheret Zinnirah ke tengah padang pasir. Di situ, Umar mengikat khaki dan tangan Zinnirah dan menjemurnya di tengah panas terik. "Inilah caranya supaya kamu insaf," katanya lalu meninggalkan Zinnirah di situ. Walaupun mukanya perit dipanah matahari dan kehausan, Zinnirah tabah menghadapi penderitaan itu sambil mulutnya tidak berhenti membisikkan Allah.. Allah...

Apabila melihat hamba abdinya belum insaf, Umar menyeretnya ke pinggir kota dan mengikatnya di tiang. Dia menyuruh orang mengorek mata Zinnirah sehingga buta. Walaupun darah bercucuran daripada matanya dan dia diejek oleh orang kafir Quraisy yang percaya dia dilaknat tuhan Latta dan Uzza, iman Zinnirah tidak luntur malah mampu berkata, "Sekalipun aku dibunuh, kepercayaanku masih tetap pada Allah yang Esa."

Penderitaannya itu akhirnya sampai ke pengetahuan Abu Bakar as-Siddiq yang membeli Zinnirah dengan harga tinggi. Sejak itu, dia tekun beribadat dan dengan kurnia Allah, kedua-dua matanya yang buta itu bercahaya semula. Peristiwa yang mengagumkan ini menyebabkan ramai orang Quraisy memeluk Islam.


Tercipta engkau dari rusuk lelaki
Bukan dari kaki untuk dialasi
Bukan dari kepala untuk dijunjung
Tapi dekat dibahu untuk dilindung
Dekat jua di hati untuk dikasihi
Engkaulah wanita hiasan duniawi

As we stuffed our food...

I shall see you girls later. You too Yati, Yana.

Im feeling crappy. trashy. stupid...-dy. Today was no better than yesterday. or the day before yesterday. Pleasing my mother is super hardd. No, its just me not trying hard enough. Rasul pesan hari ini mesti lebih baik dari semalam dan esok lebih baik dari hari ini. I failed to do that.

Lafaz yang Tersimpan is a beautiful song. Bet most of you thought it was a love song eh? Heh. Not that kind of love. But love for your parents.

Apakah yang hilang andai dilisankan
Bait penghargaan penuh kejujuran

I got all mushy-lovey-dovey inside listening to the song. Cant help it la.

Tiada lagi ertinya pengucapan
Andai akhir nafas di hujung helaan
Sebelum mata rapat terpejam
Usah biar kehilangan
Menggantikan lafaz yang tersimpan

Im bad wit words. Esp towards my dear loved ones. I love them and would do anything and everything for them.

Lafaz yang Tersimpan

Luluh hatiku yang sayu
Menatap wajahmu tenang dalam lena
Kasih zahirkan laku
Sedangkan bibirku jauh dari lafaznya

Dan raut tuamu membekas jiwaku
Meredakan rindu mendamaikan kalbu
Tak mungkin kutemu iras sentuhanmu
Biarpun kuredah seluruh dunia
Mencari gantimu

Betapa sukarnya menyusun bicara
Meluahkan rasa menuturkan sayang
Kasih yang terlimpah hanya sekadar tingkah
Cuma ungkapan kebisuan yang melindungkan kalimah rahsia

Masih kubiarkan waktu
Melarikan lafaz kasihku padamu
Mengapakah sukar menyusun bicara
Meluahkan rasa menuturkan sayang
Kasih yang terlimpah hanyalah sekadar tingkah
Cumalah ungkapan bisu kalimah rahsia

Apakah yang hilang andai dilisankan
Bait penghargaan penuh kejujuran
Tak mungkin terlihat cinta yang merona
Jika hanya renungan mata yang bersuara
Bukan tutur kata

Tiada lagi ertinya pengucapan
Andai akhir nafas di hujung helaan
Sebelum mata rapat terpejam
Usah biar kehilangan
Menggantikan lafaz yang tersimpan

Good Morninngg!! I just feel like blogging pepagi bute. Fine its not that early but the fact that i chose to blog than to sleep is super rare. Ever felt like doing things for another but you can't? or rather not suppose to. Like you were about to sms but quickly press the cancel button? Sometimes we fake to make people believe we'r fine. Maybe that's life. "Pementasan sementara...menantikan yang abadi"

Life goes on. The show has to go on.

Merdeka!

Hee. No more lecture notes. No more zap-notes as thick as encyclopedia X 3. No more school for 2 months!! Saya suke okehh...=)

Let's start real blogging. Firstly, thank you again for the doas. There were times I felt like breaking down (yes, it was that bad), but alhamdulillah it didnt happen. I heard a few of my classmates cried due to the stress. 2 girl frens of mine phoned each other and bawled together! They were like "eh aku rase kitorang je yg mcm giniii...blaja last min..." Cute kan?? Ok mayb at that point of time it was horrible. heh. Kengkawan, let's put those memories aside and start real holidayin okae. before we're posted to a school next end June.

I don't realy have plans lined up but am looking forward to zoo wit magic-school-bus, fiza'a chalet on 11th and 12th, perdaus exams....exams!?? and assignments. yes.yes. How can i forget. But takpe. insya Allah i'll be fine. Assignment Quran lom buat. Due tomorrow. Ade sape2 bole pinjamkan? hee. ok, kiddin.

Yesterday right after sastera paper, we girls headed to Straits Kitchen. The food was nice. Ambience was lovely. Yana: am-bee-younce. bukan amben ehh. But it wasn't worth of my $44.30. Seriously. I only ate like $15 worth of food! It's my first and last. Anwaes we girls had fun. We always do, don't we? huhu. Oh ya. I met Kak Huda, my stonger!hee. Was doing some window-shoppin and bumped into her at Far East. She's as lovely even in the deep forest of Stong(=

My sis might not be going Syria afterall. Don't worry tiqah, mum knows best? At least we going there 4 2 weeks for a study cums cultural trip! Insya Allah. Ade sape2 nak ikot?heh. 31st may-13th June. Okae. That's all for now. Time to go Ghufran...goreng pisang! 3 sedoller!

I think my blog is gettin more n more like frenster. Fyi, I do not haf frenster account animore for personal reasons.heh. but hey, I got nothing against frenster. Im in stress mode la sebenarnye. Tat explains the entries without real blogging. and this entry is no exception. Just for you Syidah, i squeezed some time to upload this pic=)

With my fave ustazah. Ust Habibah.

Im having my exams this week. and I just feel so...wrecked. I need your doas.

Going all out to please her

People say I resemble my Ayah instead of her. Ye ke?