I like this song the moment I heard it. Tahajjud Cinta.
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Kau datang ketika duka
dan bintang bercahaya
tunjukku ke jalan syurga
Ku haus di tengah laut
lemas mencari tempat berpaut
kirimkan aku kekuatan
serta pedoman di kesesatan
Ku sunyi dalam gembira
perih pedih tanggung derita
sungguh aku bukan wali
yang suci dari hina dan benci
Terlalu lama aku mencuba
terlalu banyak cinta yang kudamba
tiada yang sempurna
hanyalah fana
Tuhan ampuni hambamu
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The whole world may seem to turn against me, but at least I still have a reason to smile.
Thank you Allah, for the family that you've granted me.
November 14, 2010
October 26, 2010
October 03, 2010
September 20, 2010
September 17, 2010
Buat Renungan...
Dipetik dari: Ketika Cinta Bertasbih
Azzam: Katanya kau sudah mengikhlaskan Tiara untuk sahabat lamamu. Sekarang menyesal?
Fadhil: Aku kesal pada diriku sendiri bang. Aku belum bisa ikhlas.
Azzam: Kamu pikir setelah ikhlas mendahulukan Zulkifli utk menikahi Tiara, kamu akan mendapatkan pahala? Tidak Fadhil...Mengutamakan orang lain dlm mendekatkan diri kpd Allah atau dalam hal ibadah, itu hukumya makruh. Kalau mengutamakan orang lain untuk selain ibadah, itu justeru sangat dianjurkan.
Fadhil: Loh bang, saya mempersilakan Zulkifli....
Azzam: Kamu fikir nikah bukan ibadah? itu sunnah rasul. Ibadah, Fadhil...seharusnya kamu mendahulukan dirimu. Bukan orang lain.
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Azzam: Ada apa Dil? Ada masalah?
Fadhil: Aku terima surat dari Tiara. Dia memohon supaya aku menikahi dia sebelum rombongan Zulkifli datang. Bagaimana menurut abang?
Azzam: Dengar baik2 Dil. Jika kau ikuti ajakan Tiara, maka kau bukan lelaki sejati tetapi seorang pecundang, pengkhianat yang tega menikam saudara sendiri. Sekarang bayangkan berapa banyak orang yang sakit hati jika idea gila kamu itu, kamu lakukan.
Cinta sejati itu menyembuhkan Dil. Bukan menyakitkan. Kamu pikir Tiara bisa mengganti sakit hati orang? Enggak Fadhil. Kamu kawal perasaanmu! Sebab Iblis selalu menyuruh manusia melakukan dosa. Ingat sabda Nabi...Haram hukumnya bagi seseorang Muslim melamar di atas lamaran saudaranya sendiri.
Kalau Tiara sudah melakukan akad nikah dengan Zulkifli, bsoknya pasti dia akan lupa dengan mu. Demikian pun kelak, bila kau sudah menikah.
"Tidak ada yang bisa mengusir syahwat atau kesenangan duniawi kecuali rasa takut kepada Allah yang menggetarkan hati dan merasa rindu kepada Allah yang membuat hati kita merana." - Ibnu At-Toilah.
Azzam: Katanya kau sudah mengikhlaskan Tiara untuk sahabat lamamu. Sekarang menyesal?
Fadhil: Aku kesal pada diriku sendiri bang. Aku belum bisa ikhlas.
Azzam: Kamu pikir setelah ikhlas mendahulukan Zulkifli utk menikahi Tiara, kamu akan mendapatkan pahala? Tidak Fadhil...Mengutamakan orang lain dlm mendekatkan diri kpd Allah atau dalam hal ibadah, itu hukumya makruh. Kalau mengutamakan orang lain untuk selain ibadah, itu justeru sangat dianjurkan.
Fadhil: Loh bang, saya mempersilakan Zulkifli....
Azzam: Kamu fikir nikah bukan ibadah? itu sunnah rasul. Ibadah, Fadhil...seharusnya kamu mendahulukan dirimu. Bukan orang lain.
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Azzam: Ada apa Dil? Ada masalah?
Fadhil: Aku terima surat dari Tiara. Dia memohon supaya aku menikahi dia sebelum rombongan Zulkifli datang. Bagaimana menurut abang?
Azzam: Dengar baik2 Dil. Jika kau ikuti ajakan Tiara, maka kau bukan lelaki sejati tetapi seorang pecundang, pengkhianat yang tega menikam saudara sendiri. Sekarang bayangkan berapa banyak orang yang sakit hati jika idea gila kamu itu, kamu lakukan.
Cinta sejati itu menyembuhkan Dil. Bukan menyakitkan. Kamu pikir Tiara bisa mengganti sakit hati orang? Enggak Fadhil. Kamu kawal perasaanmu! Sebab Iblis selalu menyuruh manusia melakukan dosa. Ingat sabda Nabi...Haram hukumnya bagi seseorang Muslim melamar di atas lamaran saudaranya sendiri.
Kalau Tiara sudah melakukan akad nikah dengan Zulkifli, bsoknya pasti dia akan lupa dengan mu. Demikian pun kelak, bila kau sudah menikah.
"Tidak ada yang bisa mengusir syahwat atau kesenangan duniawi kecuali rasa takut kepada Allah yang menggetarkan hati dan merasa rindu kepada Allah yang membuat hati kita merana." - Ibnu At-Toilah.
September 10, 2010
August 09, 2010
July 05, 2010
I do not know why i still update my blog when i know nobody reads. Hmm...It doesn't matter if anyone reads or not, i guess. I enjoy reading my own posts. haha. It's like rewriting my destiny. I've been busy so I would only make entries when i feel like it...or rather when i NEED to.
When i'm down i usually would confide in someone. And sometimes I could be misunderstood and things can go quite wrong especially with the opposite gender. Now that im attached, i would pour my innest feelings to him. But i've noticed that pouring everything might lead to bigger bad-feeling. I'm misunderstood most of the time. Like seriously, something is really wrong with the way i expressed myself. I've decided to just c-r-y...I would call him up and...."Can you accompany me? Thnk u." Then i start pouring. Ahh...that is also pouring! Literally;) He would ask what's wrong but i rather not say. Me and words? Bad combination. He would let it go and not bug me for an answer after a few rounds of 'what's wrong'.
However, it's starting to not work on me. I do not feel better after that. For now, keeping to myself seems like a better option. It's very frustrating to not know what's wrong with myself, on top of my own partner.
I just feel like stopping here.
Rabbi yassir wa la tuassir...
When i'm down i usually would confide in someone. And sometimes I could be misunderstood and things can go quite wrong especially with the opposite gender. Now that im attached, i would pour my innest feelings to him. But i've noticed that pouring everything might lead to bigger bad-feeling. I'm misunderstood most of the time. Like seriously, something is really wrong with the way i expressed myself. I've decided to just c-r-y...I would call him up and...."Can you accompany me? Thnk u." Then i start pouring. Ahh...that is also pouring! Literally;) He would ask what's wrong but i rather not say. Me and words? Bad combination. He would let it go and not bug me for an answer after a few rounds of 'what's wrong'.
However, it's starting to not work on me. I do not feel better after that. For now, keeping to myself seems like a better option. It's very frustrating to not know what's wrong with myself, on top of my own partner.
I just feel like stopping here.
Rabbi yassir wa la tuassir...
May 30, 2010
May 01, 2010
Now where do i start...where did it all started really?
Picture this. I have been walking....trying to find a way out. I walked and walked.
The legs getting really bad cramps and when I was about to give up, I saw a back street.
There was a glimpse of light at the end of this street...Is it this street oh Allah? I really wanna go home please...I don't want to be lost again. The light was getting brighter and brighter. This is it, or so I thought. I started walking, making my way into the street. With every step I took, I never felt so right. Slowly, when I'm so near to home, the light started to dim. And now I'm praying....Allah, please don't take away the light..when i'm so near....I've walked so far, please.... hear my cries ;(
Picture this. I have been walking....trying to find a way out. I walked and walked.
The legs getting really bad cramps and when I was about to give up, I saw a back street.
There was a glimpse of light at the end of this street...Is it this street oh Allah? I really wanna go home please...I don't want to be lost again. The light was getting brighter and brighter. This is it, or so I thought. I started walking, making my way into the street. With every step I took, I never felt so right. Slowly, when I'm so near to home, the light started to dim. And now I'm praying....Allah, please don't take away the light..when i'm so near....I've walked so far, please.... hear my cries ;(
March 28, 2010
March 07, 2010
February 21, 2010
Caillat
Didnt i, didnt I tell you.
But I can't spell it out for you.
No, it's never gonna be that simple.
No, I can't spell it out for you.
But I can't spell it out for you.
No, it's never gonna be that simple.
No, I can't spell it out for you.
January 30, 2010
January 19, 2010
Pilihan
"Pilihan manusia selalu didasarkan pada pertimbangan logik, munasabah dan hati, kerana memang itu yang dimiliki kebanyakan manusia. Tapi, ada pilihan yang melampaui itu semua. Pilihan Tuhan, pilihan Allah.....yang menentukan hal ini adalah keyakinan yang kuat dan keihklasan yang lembut. Allah menunjukkan kamu kepadanya dalam setiap permintaannya akan jodohnya." - Hadi S. Khuli
January 10, 2010
Maher Zain's Insya Allah
Everytime you fee like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
And that your so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can't see which way to go
Don't despair and never lose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah...You'll find your way
Everytime you make one more mistake
You feel you can't repent
And that it's way too late
You're so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of SHAME
Turn to Allah
He's never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
Ya Allah, guide my steps don't let me go astray
You're the only one that showed me the way
Insya Allah we'll find the way.
Everytime you fee like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
And that your so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can't see which way to go
Don't despair and never lose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah...You'll find your way
Everytime you make one more mistake
You feel you can't repent
And that it's way too late
You're so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of SHAME
Turn to Allah
He's never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
Ya Allah, guide my steps don't let me go astray
You're the only one that showed me the way
Insya Allah we'll find the way.
January 02, 2010
The happiness of the son of Adam depends on his being content with what Allah has decreed for him, and the misery of the son of Adam results from his failure to pray istikharah, and the misery of the son of Adam results from his discontent with what Allah has decreed for him.
"Oh Allah, I ask guidance from Your knowledge, and Power from Your Might and i ask for Your great blessings. You are capable and I am not. You know and I do not and You know the unseen. Oh Allah, if You know that this thing is good for my deen and my subsistence and for my Hereafter, then ordain it for me and make it easy for me to obtain, and then bless me in it. If You know that this thing is harmful to me in my deen and subsistence and in the Hereafter, then keep it away from me, and keep me away from it. And ordain for me whatever is good for me, and make me satisfied with it."
Ameen ya Rab.
"Oh Allah, I ask guidance from Your knowledge, and Power from Your Might and i ask for Your great blessings. You are capable and I am not. You know and I do not and You know the unseen. Oh Allah, if You know that this thing is good for my deen and my subsistence and for my Hereafter, then ordain it for me and make it easy for me to obtain, and then bless me in it. If You know that this thing is harmful to me in my deen and subsistence and in the Hereafter, then keep it away from me, and keep me away from it. And ordain for me whatever is good for me, and make me satisfied with it."
Ameen ya Rab.
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