I hate it.

I hate it when you are angry at me.
I hate it when you went into silence.
I hate it when you say 'I dunno'.
I hate it when you say 'I want to sleep'.
I hate it when you use sarcasm.
I hate it when you're cold.
I hate it when you're mean.
I hate it when you're harsh.

I hate it that I don't hate you.

I miss that feeling.

The feeling that brought me closer to Him.

Many things I wish I could undo.

It'll take more than a lifetime to amend.

I pray for a figure who would guide me through this temporary life.....for the hereafter.

Im running out of time...


"I swear by the time,

Most surely man is in loss,

Except those who believe and do good, and enjoin on each other truth, and enjoin on each other patience."

(Surah Al-Asr)

weary and drained.

يَا أَيَّتُهَا النَّفْسُ الْمُطْمَئِنَّةُ

ارْجِعِي إِلَىٰ رَبِّكِ رَاضِيَةً مَّرْضِيَّةً

فَادْخُلِي فِي عِبَادِي

وَادْخُلِي جَنَّتِي