I like this song the moment I heard it. Tahajjud Cinta.

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Kau datang ketika duka
dan bintang bercahaya
tunjukku ke jalan syurga

Ku haus di tengah laut
lemas mencari tempat berpaut
kirimkan aku kekuatan
serta pedoman di kesesatan

Ku sunyi dalam gembira
perih pedih tanggung derita
sungguh aku bukan wali
yang suci dari hina dan benci

Terlalu lama aku mencuba
terlalu banyak cinta yang kudamba
tiada yang sempurna
hanyalah fana
Tuhan ampuni hambamu

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The whole world may seem to turn against me, but at least I still have a reason to smile.
Thank you Allah, for the family that you've granted me.

What Hurts The Most- Rascal Flatts.

Funny how that song brings fond memories.
And I like it to stay that way. The way I choose to believe.

I better get a grip on myself. TWO months.

Life seems unbearable.

I've asked for it, and Allah has given it to me.

I'm scared. I do not know what I am in for.

Allah...hear my cries... :(