"Fighting is enjoined on you, and it is an object of dislike to you; and it may be that you dislike a thing while it is good for you, and it may be that you love a thing while it is evil for you, and Allah knows, while you do not know." -alBaqarah: 216

Never feel so scared and sad as much as how i'm feeling now.
oh Allah.

I know you care.
I know you would not want to see me hurt.
But dear, I am hurting.
To be happy for me is all I asked of you.
For I have found my happiness in him.

my heart yearns to be with this lady i know...
whose heart is pure and white as snow...
with skin so smooth it felt like silk...
whose voice so melodic i'll never get sick...
whose heart i hope that i could win...
as my wife i pray to god for her to be...
(...) is the name of she...

8.12.2008
1958hrs

when all you want is His blessings.

faith. istiqamah.

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